Feb “12 Grand Canyon……can’t wait to go back and actually hike down the canyon 🌄🌵🌾 (Taken with instagram)
I feel like such a kid under my blankets while watching X-Men #xmen #latenight 😃❤💛 (Taken with instagram)
Why is it that everyone I know is pregnate or becoming a father? Somehow I feel like I’m left out of this……like its a thing that is trending right now. Everytime people ask my husband and me if we are going to have kids of our own soon he says hell no we’ll just get puppies, I really think that he doesn’t want to have a family and just wants to grow old and have tons of dogs. I don’t want that, I want little kids running around being felt needed when they are scared of El Cocuy or COCO as my mom would tell me as a child. It’s something I don’t want to miss in life, being a mother. But I know that right now it’s not the time to have a child…..there’s never a right time but not at this moment though. The fact that my husband will deploy in the fall is a reason, I don’t want him to miss the pregnancy…..but the lifestyle we have, he will always miss an important thing in our lifes…..it’s the way it is when you are in the military life. Many birthdays and anniveries will be spent away from each other, someone has to sacrifice that to fight for this country….even if there are some ungrateful bastards out there that don’t think so. Someone has to do it right? At least I know the begining years of my marriage I spent it enjoying the time alone I have with my husband, traveling, trying new things, helping me overcome my phobias…..who out of my married friends or friends with kids can say I’ve lived in four different states, traveled, been to the Great Canyon, lived in a desert……..well a few and those are my friends in the military but other than that no one can. Yes, it seems like I’m showing off but realistically most of the people I went to school with will stay in that town and grow old…….I’m at least gratefull my fate won’t be like that. Maybe it won’t be that bad to wait a few more years till we start a family……and that will be the greatest blessing of all.
My 13yr old bro-in-laws first baseball game if the season. Woopwoop!! (Taken with Instagram at Village Park)
Thinking your fbook status made a difference…….nope it didn’t (Taken with instagram)
